I'm Starting a Blog

I wonder how many blogs have the first post start with something like "I know I know, just what the internet needs, one more person's opinion." Does this count as that? I don't really think so, since I'm talking about people doing it, not really doing it myself. But perhaps in admitting that it's done, I'm --in a way-- doing it myself. Fuck that.

Anyways, yeah I'm making a blog. I had a Live Journal, but there's something I didn't like about it. Maybe it's the friends. Also, what's live about it? It's just a journal. Plus, I don't update it that much: only when I get hair cuts, which, let's face it, is a stupid tradition. Also, I figured I'd come back to Blogger (I used to have one back in the day) because Google now owns it, so it must be good. Another reason for the switch is to sort of go along with the change in tone in the types of things I post. My LiveJournal (I don't know if there's a space or not) posts tended to be about the little happenings in my life, bullshit that went on and were generally whiny. I want to do something different. I want to take events in my life, but maybe analyze them more, not necessarily philosophical, and not necessarily psychological, but more philosophical mindset... Rather than just reflect on the happenings, I want to really "think them out" here. "Thinking something out" that's a skill I gained last semester. It took 4 skill points that I saved up over 3 levels (I got two points on the last one). Thinking something out is hard. Don't imagine for a second that it's not. I mean, to think about something, ok cool, no biggie, like just run it through your head. But to really think something out, you gotta fucking think. You're exhausting your neuronic (that's a word) capabilities on a single "something". I did it a couple times last semester for semantics. That shit is hard but fun.

I imagine that a lot of you, perhaps 50 or 60, read the word philosophical and thought "Great just what the internet needs, one more persons philosophy." Actually you have a good point, philosophers are usually annoying. Well, this Blog wont be 100% philosophical reflection bullshit. There are gonna be rants, I'm sure. There's going to be swearing, and vulgarity. I'm using this mother-fucker to take up time that I'm gaining by the decision to give up on going after babes. I'm just gonna pretend (it's the best I can really do) to not care and see if maybe some chicks come to me. Doubtful? I wouldn't doubt that it's doubtful. But it has been pointed out to me that I suck at pursuit, so I might as well try something new and give waiting a try. I mean, it's still cool, I picture it as like changing from a stalking large jungle cat such as a jaguar or panther to an animal that just waits for it's prey, like an ant lion or various species of snake. It's still hardcore, right? Dear God I hope so.

I should really try to keep this sombitch short so people will actually read it. That's it for now.